Freegrandmaa

I thought I knew you
but I only knew myself
I’m a selfish lover
I can spend a lot of time in my head
I can never know what I got till it’s gone
I didn’t understand
That’s what got me
maybe I was overthinking
imagining
tuning it to something I wanted
I get it

Bless the man

that fills my cup

as best as he can

nestling his lips into my palm

there is no end to his devotion

his raspy deep quiver

I breathe I’m

locomotive

criss cross

I drink sprite and brandy

He doesn’t understand me

but he can see

he notices

and nods at me

with a wink and an air kiss

I wonder what it’s like
to need someone
to want
to fully merge the self
in a game of predator and prey
to be prey

I wade
within the union of opposites
I birth with ease
in this sweetspot

I really want all black clothes
Rings on all my toes
My cute button nose
My heart on my sleeve

With a certain closeness

comes a blurred space of birth

That steadies and is fragile to touch

A well known power

But there

suddenly I have strings too

Oh no

I must rid myself of strings

I must control myself solely

My habitat is movement

I came alive in motion

Most times

I’m a moment of closeness

Grasping my waist and form

Wholeheartedly

Formimg

to be free

I can’t control

what they see

And I don’t break a sweat

cause I’m seeing too

I keep these types of things to myself all the time

Like how they’ll see everything

.

Oh,

no good is that

I’m a slick vicious
a sweet tune
the shock of love
a cold stone
light form of a feather

There’s a wooden brick house
no worries
Never on time
not exactly
there
It’s rests between the desert
and the middle of nowhere
Guarded by charcoal beasts
perched on the rooftop
Salivating
Pouring shields
Where are we
That house
wasn’t real
I’m the only one who sees it

Did you lose me baby
in the tumbleweeds
by the mire
my mere lover
You seek to admire me baby
Are you proud?
Are you proud of me?
.
Lady fly away
give me something to miss
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