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Amazon availability is coming soon.
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https://freegrandmaa.com/love-lust-lazuli-2/
Blessings to everyone holding my work with care.
On Valentine’s Day, a book was born.
Not a fairytale.
Not a love manual.
Not a tidy story with a happy ending.
But something far more honest.
Love, Lust & Lazuli is a poetic triptych — three panels of the same soul moving through devotion, desire, grief, hunger, memory, and rebirth. It is the record of loving deeply enough to be changed by it.
What began years ago as survival writing has become something closer to scripture — not sacred because it is pure, but sacred because it tells the truth.
This book is for:
• the ones who love intensely
• the ones who lose and keep loving anyway
• the ones who have outgrown old selves and old stories
• the ones who feel too much and refuse to numb it
• the lovers the holiday forgot
Inside these pages, tenderness and ferocity live side by side. Desire is not sanitized. Grief is not rushed. Healing is not simplified.
Each section can stand alone like a gallery piece, yet together they form a single portrait — a body, a psyche, a heart in motion.
Language becomes spellwork.
The page becomes altar.
Memory becomes material for transformation.
This is not a book you skim.
It is a book you sit with.
Return to.
Carry.
Argue with.
Underline.
Close because it hit too close.
Freegrandmaa 