I don’t belong here
With a dim heart
I turn poison
To touch and ache
Evaporating into the ether, untethered
Vibrating
Suffocating in toxic air
Suppressing body quakes
Forget me through snowfall
I seek pain and pitter patter
Sacred texts and all
I’ve left my body
Spiraling
Agony carved up in karmic laughter
The will to survive may come after
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