I broke.
I can’t stop the tears. I haven’t said anything all day, and if I did, I wouldn’t have anyone to say it to.
I spent it in silence and with X. I can’t remember the last time I’ve cried this much and long.
I broke.
I suppose it isn’t possible to ignore trauma, can’t dodge it either or decide you don’t suffer when you’re always alone. I don’t know what to do about this situation but I’m losing myself. Not trying to hold on. I haven’t recognized my thoughts and decisions. My ways for releasing energy is a problem, but that’s okay…
That’s why this whole journey has been so “difficult” for you. You think you’re just over it.
Freegrandmaa 