love

I wanted to feel my power, and so, I felt my power. one moment i was lying down searching for an inspiration, the next moment I was searching for…

I touched and caressed my brain cells from the depths of my milky-way to the hums of John Coltrane. Shouting to myself affirmations like “I am abundant!” and “I love myself”. Telling myself that “I attract success”, and “money flows to me easily” as I pressed on my magnificent. “I am beautiful, I am perfect!” I moan with a release.

I am in shock.

In that moment I felt my pull, I was magnetic.

I went to my alter immediately. Concentrating on my radiance I lit the Palo Santo and declared more affirmations. Channeling spells as I lit my candle and prayed onto the flames. Remembering who I was, what I was capable of. What a sight, a pathway. I painted my fate. A cipher knows best. Nowadays when I walk I’m able to feel my strings pulling me back to this earth. I see items as atoms, I see energies and entities. I must admit, feeling all of this, seeing all of this has left me a bit on edge. In this new reality. Of the ether… You with me?