August 2, 2019

I like to write nice. Reflect a nice mind, an unbothered mind. I wanted everything I express to be filled with meaning. Because even if I don’t have everything I want at this moment, I have meaning. I have reason and it really began to manifest this time last year. I was pregnant, with my sun Akhil. I haven’t really said much about that experience, it all kind of happened and continued like most things. I was really selfish with the experience at first, keeping it to myself, a lot was working through me. I was fully focused on summoning him. It was so moving though I didn’t say much. I think about it often. Replaying my entire pregnancy, my birth. Jumping dimensions, what that does to a woman. Floating around the memories of maidenhood.

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