No one ever told me it would be like this. I am driving my heart is pounding. throat dry, take a hit. my vessel shakes. the inside of my thighs suffer from vicious tremors. as my stomach tightens like a volcano, i felt it rise. i sobbed
No one ever told me it was so intricate. that emotions are real and so is abuse. and the scars formed by jumbled lost letters. so what good is a relationship anyways. i never heard about lust like i feel it. lust is more than wanting to fuck, and then fucking. i be thirsty to be touched, caresses and no it doesn’t have to be love. i just want your hands.
No one told me how quickly you can find yourself tied down, and how eager id be to be cut loose.
Im addicted to stimulation, just recovered, just relapsed.
I dont want to fuck you
rub my back
i dont want to fuck you
change the song
i. dont. want. to. fuck. you.
dont be like this
No one ever talked about this confusion, self control, confusion as i looked into his eyes and thought of another. I used you for attention, you used me cause i was your fetish.
I dont want to fuck you, but you did, and i’ll stay, and allow you to hold me after.
Freegrandmaa 